they can smile, why can't i?

hell-o peppoooo (: i'm going to share my story about today! hmm today i went to an orphanage at kelapa gading well i don't really know what the name of that orphanage is!-_- i really enjoy my visit, then i met aboy named peter he's a really brave boy, and i bet he's smart :) he asled me so many thinks bout my handphone bout my camera and he said that he likes photography, well thats a lil bit strange for a 1st-grade-pirmary-student then he also likes music, he can play 'gendang' and i really see he's so into guitar! and guess what? he's birthday is april 5th yeah 4 days after mine ;) i promised him to come on his bday bring him some present and i won't lie ;) here i got a picture with him: 

  

well this picture is taken by his friend called brandon HAHA brandon is also an interesting kid. he asked me to borrow my phone and when i didn't allow he said ' ih pelit nanti masuk neraka loh ' haha i can't stop myself smiling then i gave it to him :) then when we're doing a sermon, a little boy sang a song geez i really want to cry but then i hold 'em! he sang 'pelangi kasih' but then he sang it lyk this:

apa yang ku alami kini

mungkin tak dapat aku mengerti

cobaan yang aku alami 

tak melebihi kekuatanku

tangan Tuhan sedang merenda

suatu karya yang agung mulia

saatnya kan tiba nanti

ku lihat pelangi kasihNya :)

but then he still can smile!  then all of the children said : ' walaupun mama papa aku meninggalkan aku, tapi aku tahu Tuhan Yesus ga akan meninggalkan aku' okey that's touching! they can smile, they can play, they really understand that they are left by their parents but then they're happy with their new family! then i watch myself, i have so many things their didn't have i have my parents, my brother and sisters, i got too many blessings but then my smile wasn't even happier than theirs :( but then i'll try, i'll try to thank God for every blessings in my life, and maybe i need to study much more things from those orphans :)