cerita lain.......

ceyamat mayam cemuaaaaaaa<3 udah lama ya enggak nulis blog:( gue lagi pengen cerita aja nih terlalu banyak penat auch</3 ini udah hari minggu ajaya, tanggalnya bagus lagi 091011:-) dipastikan hari ini banyak yang jadian. selamat yaaaaa:-D aduh gatau harusn mulai cerita yang mana tapi semua cerita gue itu sedih:-( ya pertama sekolah gue hmm nilai sih ya bsa dibilang memuaskan, MEMUASKAN loh belom baik. kenapa dibilang memuaskan karena nilai gue gak cukup untuk mendapatkan setidaknya rangking 5 besar dikelas, kenapa? nihya seandainya lo udah dpet 90, yg notabene menurut semua orang nilai lo itu udah bagus, tapi anak kelas lo banyak banget yg dapet 100, yah 90 udah gak akan di anggep bagus lagi bukan?(jangan berpikiran sombong ya tapi angka tadi hanya contoh kokss;-)) hmm dan ya cita" gue sedari dulu adalah...........jadi dokter dan masuk FKUI, pake jaket kuning dan tiap hari nyetir lewatin tol panjang nyampe salemba semester pertama diujinyalinya di RSCM. huh mau bgt. tapi kalian tahu tidak quota bangu yg tersedia hanya 170 ya HANYA. sedangkan anak di kelas gue aja, cuman di kelas loh 7 orang yg mau masuk FKUI. gimana diluar sana, gue gaktau deh hhhh ya doakan ya supaya gue bisa:-) daaaaaan kalian tau apa 2 minggu yg lalu gue bru aja abis ujian awal semester. dan tadaaaaaa senin(besok) udah uts hahuhah apa"an ya sekolah</3 dan lebih gilanya lagi yayaya minggu depan ujian akhir semester. TUHAN YESUS BERKATILAH IVANNA. amen! ya apalagi ya gue mau cerita? hehehe gak ada kaliya, ohya cuman mau blg sesuatu buat seseorang diluar sana:

dear new girlfriend,

treat him well. he always act tough, even if he's not. 

don't let go of his kisses&hugs first, it puts a huge smile on his face. 

always hold his hand if he reaches for it, it will make him feel he owns you. 

And realize that you're having the greatest guy when you're dating him cause

he's one of the best thing, i've ever had. 
and please, dont ever hurt him cause he really dont deserve to be hurt.

sincerely,

his ex girlfriend</3

a little story of my life..

heeey i'm back :) udah lama ya gak nulis blog, sebenernya rencananya udah lama pengen cerita", malah tadinya mau nunda sampe hari rabu malem tapi hari ini gabisa tidur ya jadinya nulis aja deh :) mulai dari masalah sekolah yaa. minggu lalu eh 2 minggu lalu, pas hari pertama UN pulangnya gue daftar online di 70, terus pas hari apa ya? jumatnya setelah selesai UN gue verifikasi berkas. nah sabtu minggu depannya kan pengumuman, gue udah bener" takut, apa gue lolos verifikasi apa engga. eh tau"nya lulus :) nah terus selasa-rabunya gue tes disana ya well disana sekolahnya such good as GS, belnya mirip, gedungnya juga mirip malah sbnernya lebih besar hehe tp toiletnya hmmmmmm that's one my dislikes, and also bangku dan meja yg masih pake kayu, tapi semua full AC. nah hari pertama tesnya itu MAT & IPS :) hr kedua IPA&BI you guys will totally shocked kalau liat soalnya, hmm standarnya di atas UN jauh dan mirip" sama soal penabur bisa dibilang potensinya sama. nah well selama gue ujian gue tinggal di rumah opung hehe rumah gue kalau seandainya jadi masuk situ! (AMIIIIN!) and ada cerita yg sedih... opung boru gue dari bokap msuk RS lagi...... and kali ini karena dia kanker rahim :(:( tapi pas hari kamis udah di operasi :) and now everything's fine. pas hari jumatnya tgl 13/05 gue jagain dia di RS, gue nginep disana, tadinya rencananya kan hr sbtu gue mau liat pengumuman di 70 langsung . pas besok paginya gue udah kesana tuh naik taksi tapi sialnya kagak di pasang malah disuru liat di web. nahyaaa gue udah sangat" ketakutan harap-harap cemas! gue langsung telfon nyokap dan suru dia liat hehe dia pake lama lagi. tp dan ternyata gue LOLOS! urutan 51 dr 352 hehe :) PUJI TUHAN bgt! terus kan daya tampung maks buat anak luar 16 org nah yg lolos seleksi 16, emang nih Jakarta pelit ngsh daya tampung-_- tapi gue berdoa bgt biar gue bsa ngerjain TOEFL prediction gue hari rabu hehe :) ohya mau tau nilai guekah? BI 85 MAT 90 IPA 77,5 IPS 78 not that good but well if tried my best lah ;) soal gue diterima / enggaknya nanti itu semua rencana Tuhan, nyokap gue selalu mengajarkan kita untuk berserah berserah dan berserah. karena rencana Tuhan itu jauh lebih baik dari rancana manusia :)

dan hal k2 yg pengen gue ceritain itu ttg seseorang yg sangat teramat salah gue nilai! yeah girl i should know from the start that you're not that type of bestfriend i need. hmmm mungkin gue ini orangnya terlalu sensitif atau apa tapi gimana ya gue udah capek pendem, capek sakit hati jadi mending gue gausah temenan lagi sama dia, itu yang gue putusin, soal gue sekamar sm dia di bali ya apa boleh buat, biarkanlaaah..........

the last but not least, something made me really happy, well someone realized me something, that someone showed me that ....... *maksutnya titik" itu sesuatunya itu* and that's why i'm still holding on ummm even if i was upset because of........... but i choose to over think about the positive side not the negative one. and well i believe if we're meant to be sooner or later God will make the way............ and this time i really miss that someone, i really wish he could be here i miss his voice his arms his 'kebawelan' and this is funny but most of them i miss OUR FIGHTS :') the point is I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT SOMEONE! ISLYSM <3:D

i just wanna throw everything away from my heart :)

halooo semua. bagaimana dunia memperlakukan kalian? (re:how's life treating you?) kalau bagiku dunia semakin jahat :( hmm, gue mau cerita sesuatu yang pasti dibilang gue labil. yah, sudah wajar ya masa-masa remaja di umur yg seperti gue ini orang labil. besok gue harus daftar ke 70, tapi tiba-tiba ada sesuatu yang bikin gue gamau pindah, ya dan itu cuman gue yang tau, temen-temen gue dan keluargapun gatau. kalau ditanya nyokap kenapa gamau pindah emang? gue slalu bilang mau tapi mau tetep tinggal disini. ya sebenernya emang sih alesannya gue gabisa pisah dari temen-temen gue yang sekarang, pisah sama adek-adek gue. gue slalu mikir apa bakal ada temen baru yang mengerti gue? apa ada temen baru yang mau dengerin curhatan gue yang itu-itu aja? apa ada temen baru yang terima kegilaan gue? apa ada temen baru yang bisa diajak bolos kalau lagi ngantuk ke sekolah? LOL kayaknya semua itu gue cuman dapet di GS ya hehepasti suasana berubah :( ohya, skrg gue lagi UN looh, tp sangkin stressnya sama masalah sekolah baru ini gue jd ganiat belajar :( di tambah ada satu masalah lagi yang selalu terbayang", padahal kalau msalah yg ini selesai gue bisa loh pindah dengan damai. ya i'm the one who knows it! ohya gue juga belom mau pisah sama anak-anak 9E!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO DAYUUUUUUM MUAAAACHHHHH! apalagi tere mia debo ceping dkk. :(:( ah udah ya itu aja tolong ya semua doakan gue, semoga gue bsa bersabar menghadapi dunia yang hina ini. dan bisa berserah sama rencana Tuhan :(

i know God has a plan for me and his plan is better than my plan :) 

over sensitivity.

HELL-O people, how's life treating you? well life's trating me like b*tch now HEEEEEELLLL! everyone's changing, C-H-A-N-G-I-N-G bestfriends become strangers, strangers become bestfriends thats totally awkward. except those changes of people around me, my heat is also changing *ababil* it's acting OVER SENSITIVE well, i'm an sensitive person but before it i wasn't OVERLY SENSITIVE! and you know what, it kills me :( what would you say if a friend of you or even bestfriend speak bad things about you INFRONT  of you with her innocent face?! i won't yell at her or even get mad, but please my heart's breaking! heart breaks not only because of love things but it also breaks because of any judgments, wrong opinion! fyi, i don't hate people breaking my heart i just feel like it's better for me to take far steps from them, you probably know what i mean! okay than the second one is, what would you feel if someone called herself your bestfriend actin like one but she can't even understand how you really are even you've been with her for 4 years long and you've told her about your dislike about her, and she understood it but she repeat it for about 3 times?! HELL, was i wrong choosing bestfriend? people i feel like they wasn't my bestfriend because i just know them for a short period of time understands what i mean when i tell them my dislikes about them, wait i am not speaking about 'I want everyone to change for me' but i am talking about a FRIENDSHIP and how i and my bestfriend take part in! this person really realized me that BESTFRIEND WASN'T BASED ON HOW LONG YOU KNOW SOMEONE BUT HOW COULD YOU UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER. and pleae to everyone, STOP BEING STUBBORN, you should try to listen to people's opinion than listening to your own opinion, PEOPLE SEE YOU, GOD GIVE YOU RELATIVES TO HELP YOU TO BE A BETTER PERSON! when people hates you please watch yourself, 'have i done sth wrong?' not ' she hates me i hate her back HAHA' i call this kind of person STUPID! ah i'm done with these things, i really wish i am someone without any heart or a fragile heart who won't feel any pain when someone try to break it and won't care how people around me say bad words or any other mean things in front of me! well, before you dismiss me, listen:

1. I won't take any shixz from people who doesn't meant much in my life. i mean i won't listen to bad opinions about me from people who doesn't know me well or who haven't known me for such a long time! but when my besties or family speak bad about me i feel like i just wanna disappear!
2. I won't get hurt when i know that person didn't mean it, like when we're joking together or that person have ever told me that ' when i mock you or speak bad things about you im joking i appreciate this kind of people!
3. When i am deeply in love with someone i won't keep those words in my heart cause my sensitivity doesn't work to someone i deeply love (this thing happens to me after sth i've been trough, and probably i am still trough it) cause well i knew him before and when he speak something bad about me there are many meanings behind it and boyfriend talks and bestfriend talks well the way they say it to me should be different, and certainly are! 

so people or strangers when you say anything about me SORRY i won't think about it and people whom my heart's being sensitive to, YOU GUYS MEAN A LOT TO ME :) 

if you have PEACE within yourself nobody can touch you no matter WHAT happens! mom said this to me, but well, i can't even fight myself now, but i have to try, but well people can't change directly :)

when brain and heart fights......

have you ever feel this thing? have your heart ever fight with your brain? which one will you choose to be the winner? well, this feeling was with me since, hmm kinda 3 or 4 months ago, i've been sth trough, well sth which is played by heart, and sth i can't refuse i have to been trough. i got a problem or in other words, sth is happening which i have to see with my eyes, think it with my brain and feel it with my heart. sth called LOVE, but wait what i'm feeling now is sth about love but well the main problem wasn't i am in love but i am broken, actually my heart is the one who's broken, i'm still me! i got so many things to see to hear and that's all about HIM, well don't judge that easy who i mean, some of you may know but some of you WON'T know! there's too many facts that shows that all both of us been trough is OVER, my brain says it too, it says that there's no chance for me to make everything clear, there's no chance for me to begin this love, there's no chance foe me to be his again, but here's the problem, my heart comes, with the feeling of being hurt and says ' DONT WORRY DEAR, YOU'LL BE BACK TOGETHER, BUT THIS AIN'T THE RIGHT TIME, BE PATIENT ' it always says it, everytime sth new happens. i just wanna say to my heart ' hey stupid heart, don't you realize that you've been hurt, but why do you have to depend on this thing to much ' hhhh, im exhausted. i've tried to listen to my brain but my heart always win, and sometimes my brain listen to my heart, then how hard i try to move on, i'll always forget that i have to move on! though people say that heart will always be right,but if you know the real story youll say my heart's wrong! too stupid but thats me, i can't even control myself, i can't even avoid my heart of being hurt.

adolescents and parents rules

hell-o peeppoooo :) well i am taking this title, cause i think mostly teenagers have much problems w their parents rules, well im one of them! well actually the point is sometimes parents treat us same as their parents treat them when tey were a teen but HELL-O era's changing mom dad! but sometimes they still won't understand :( my parents are alike, they always says ' when i was a child....... ' oh geez i'm exhausted.
and well, actually the one thing teenagers need is FREEDOM! we hate being restraint, we just want that our parents never over protect us lyk calling us every hour asking where are you, when will you come home? or other sick things! but sometimees i ignore their call and said ' sorry mom, i didn't hold my phone, and i silent it' HAHA and she won't say anything again. ah udahlah cpek ngmng inggris nti ke indo yeeeeaaaaah :p hmm, terus yang paling gue benci itu soal jalan, pasti di tanya hmm kamu pergi sama siapa nanti pulang jam berapa? jangan malem" ya, nonton apa blablabla YaTuhan gue udaaaah gede!!!!! i can take care of myself lah ya, ga ampe diculik juga haha siapa coba yg mau culik! dan kedua gue benci bgt di larang" soal pake baju! nyokap gue itu baweeeeeeel banget astaga heeeeek this is my body, and i do have a big self confidence! ya pasti kan apa yang menurut lo bagus ya itulah yg lo pake, nah nyokap gue itu terlalu melarang" gue memakai baju yg well, menurut dia ga bagus! udahlah hushushush i hate it! yah itulah hal" yang gue benci dr ortu gue, hmm walaupun skrg dia udh ga gitu perduli soal pergi'an gue keluyuran dan itu semua gara" bokap gue haha dia memng lebih mengerti gue :):) tapi tetep aja gue kadang suka iri sama orang" yang ga perna di kekang, ga d kasih jam malem, ga di atur" ya walaupun gue tau emang ortu gue namanya lebih perhatian sama gue dan gamau gue kenapa" tpkan gue gabakalan setiap hari juga pulang malem! and oh yaaaaa saat gue SMA nanti, gue kan tinggal ama tante gue tuh dan yeaaaah gue sudah bener' bisa membayangkan gimana kehidupan gue nanti yg pasti dikekang lebih mateng dr pada sama ortu gue, hhhh siap" aja deh gue tahan uji! dimana: orang tuh masa" SMA d pake have fun eh gue?! penyiksaaaaan!!!!!! okelah segini aja curahan hati gue kali ini well byeee :)

dear someone ............

I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you to come back. But those words may forever stay in myheart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.

WHAT-A-LIFE

hell-o, udah lama yak engga nulis blog, hem okay padahal sebenernya gue baru punya blog dan baru kurang-lebih 4 hari engga nulis. kenapa? yak karena gue baru saja menghadapi*cieelah* tryout rayon. tepatnya hari selasa dan rabu tanggal 1 dan 2 bulan maret taun 2011! hari pertama itu matematika dan bahasa, dan yg bikin nyesek itu mat gue udh salah 2 :( itu yang ketauan lah? gimana yg engga ketauan, terus bahasa, hmm lebih susah lagi! ya gue emang bener" bego dalam bahasa indonesia! hari ke 2(hari ini) gue TO IPA sama inggris, nah ini nih lebih nyesek lagi IPA gue salah 5, dan inggris udah 2, itu yg ketauan! sebenernya sih yang nyesek bgt itu IPA loh gue udh bela"in bangun jem 3 tadi pagi eh salah 5 ckck, cuman gue berusaha untuk engga larut dalam penyesalan ya kalo bisa gusah nyesel lah, TO itu *seperti kata guru"* jadiin buat belajar, kan kita udah salah nih nah kalo ada soal kayak gitu lagi yak semoga ga salah lagi, hehe ameeeeeen! eheh tunggu *alur:maju-mundur* tau ga masa fisika nmr 1 gue udah salah?! dan tau ga soalnya apa? baca stopwatch!!!! yg buat menit gue blg detik eh yg buat detik gue blg menit, dan itu TOLOL! cuman sih kalo kayak gini kesalahan yg fatal gaakan gue lupain dan gue jadikan pelajaran! HAHA ohiya, td pagi juga si sir sangkuh khotbah gitu ttg ujian" hidup, dia blg ujian itu harus kita hadapi untuk menjadikan masa depan yg lebih indah *sebenernya ga gitu tapi kurang lebih maksutnya gitu*.

di dalam hidup itu banyaaaaaaak sekali ujian, hmm bukan cuman ujian" dari sekolah. ada ujian yang berat ada yang ringan" aja. tapi jangan karena ujian" itu kita jadi mikir kalau hidup itu menyengsarakan! well, i've taught lyk this before, tapi semakin gue larut dan terus-terusan memikirkan masalah itu gue semakin tau kemana arah yang harus gue tempuh! yak satu"nya jalan itu berserah sama Tuhan! remember:

1. Tuhan itu ga pernah mengijinkan sesuatu terjadi kalau dia tau anak"Nya tdk bsa menghadapi! sama kayak semua Firman yang Dia firmankan di alkitab, Tuhan bilang Dia tidak akan berfirman jika Ia tahu anak"nya tdak mungkin melakukannya! jadi sebenernya semua yang Tuhan firmankan itu pasti kita bisa lakuin! *oke menyimpang tp biarlah gue memberitakan sejenak* 
2. Selalu berdoa minta penyertaan Tuhan dan rajin-rajin baca alkitab supaya lo tau apa yang Tuhan inginkan dalam hidup lo! dalam segala kesedihan, kesakitan, kepahitan dalam hidup lo, jangan pernah cari pelarian yang membuat lo jauh dari Tuhan, ya lari ke hal" yang gabener *ngertilahya maksut gue* ya mungkin emang hal-hal kayak gitu bisa bikin lupa masalah lo sejenak, tapi setelah itu apa maslah lo akan selesai? apa lo akan lupa maslah lo? engga kan!! tapi percaya sama gue kalo lo berdoa, minta penyertaan Tuhan pasti damai Roh Kudus bakal ada dalam diri lo! dan dengan lo baca alkitab, lo bakal tau gimana cara lo ngadepn ujian" / masalah" dalam hidup lo! try it! OUR GOD IS BIGGER THAN A PROBLEM!
3. jangan pernah berpikir kalau lo orang paling malang di dunia!kalo lo pernah punya pikiran kayak gitu lo bener" salah, hey, jangan menganggap diri lo orang yang paling harus di kashiani, kadang kita blg ke org laen ' lo gatau rasanya jadi gue' well, emang beberapa orang ga tau dan gaakan tau tapi tetep aja sesedih'nya hidup lo seberat"nya masalah lo, cobalah untuk berfikir 'masalah gue kecil, gue pasti bisa ngadepinnya!' dan ada orang lain yang lebih patut di kasihani dr pada gue! dan kadang masalah kita itu makin menjadi" bukan karena emang masalah itu besar tapi pikiran kita yang negatif! 

lo mungkin berpikir gue ngemeng doang haha but so sorry you're totally wrong, gue bener" pernah ngalamin semua yang gue tulis dan ya walaupun ada masalah yang emang belom selesai tapi gue sadar, masalah gue sbenernya masalah kecil yang bisa gue selesain tapi gue selalu berusaha untuk lari dari itu, gue engga bisa menghadapi itu. kalau masalah yang lain antara temen antara orang tua atau dll, hmm privacy pasti akan selalu gue hadapi, dan cara gue dulu dan sekarang bener" berbeda! kita masih muda, masalah kita pasti bukan masalah rumit yang suka d hadepin sama orang tua kita! so always try to fix it ;)

hypocrites! haters!

I know, we're all living with masks on our face. Hypocrites. And haters. i admit that i'm that kind of person and well some of you doesn't need to refuse it too! see, we usually play w ppl we hate, we judge them, we talk about them, we disfigure them, but then in front of them we say 'hello' and give them our best smile! HAHA what-a-life! but then i got a few friends that hearts like an angel, they can't hate ppl, but like life has taught me that there's nobody perfect, they may judge ppl and talk about their*the bad ppl's* badness too!the difference between an evil person and those angel hearted person is the evil one will act lyk there's nothing wrong in front of them and play lyk they're best friend! but those angel hearted will come to them and explain 'why do much ppl dislike you'.


well, this happens to me all the day ;) i admit that i'll do those 2 things above, once again then i remember that no one's perfect in this entire whole world, even hero's have the right to bleed. to some ppl i'll choose wearing my mask and be hypocrite, why? cause when i try to tell them that i dislike them, i surely know that they'll say 'hey don't you have a mirror' and we'll end up being enemies, and i don't want to get more and more enemies. well actually those i can't tell, are those who surely hates me too, i know that out there, there are a bunch of people hating me, i'm sorry but it's better for you trying to tell me cause i'll appreciate every-little-thing someone tells me and i'll try to change, but again don't expect too much from me, cause i'm the type of person hardly change *too many facts*. but, out of it to those who hates me a little or a lot, and if you read this, it's better for you to say everything you hate in front of me or just act lyk you hate me or you don't know me cause when i know that you hate me and you still act lyk i'm your bestbestbest friend, i'll disrespect you, sorry but no offense! but to some ppl, lyk my closest friends, my classmates, i'll choose saying to them, we'll i've tried some of them listens but some of them ignore, but because of telling them i feel lyk everything's clear cause i won't expect much things from others that i think i can't do it too, the point is i've been honest! 


and for haters of mine, listen :

"I am beautiful no matter what they say

Words can't bring me down

I am beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring me down

So don't you bring me down today"

- Christina Aguilera

i aint gonna take shixz of you guys,

 cause i love me the way i am and for those justice you say about me... 

CHIN UP, WIDE SMILE, WALK AWAY, AND BYEBYE !

brain and heart

have you ever feel lyk you wanna shout out loud and cry?! that's what i'm feeling now, and the reason is NOTHING! well, of course i mean lyk sth uncertain! i don't know the true story but hell my mind says to many bad things, well STUPID BRAIN! the fact is YOUR BRAIN HURTS YOUR HEART , see you'll hurt cause your brain always think negatively, but you don't even know whether it's true or not! and of course erasing those stupid thoughts will be hard cause you can't control your brain and especially your heart! your heart chooses itself what to feel for someone or for any situation, and I HATE IT! my brain and my heart doesn't get well each other they seemed to be lyk enemies! huuuuhhhh. ex : brain said things that makes sense, but heart, it have a big faith in sth it believes will be true! you may use your brain but i think your heart is the one who'll be right ;) and i think you're smart enough to decide when to use your brain and when to use your heart :D

DON'T LISTEN TO OTHERS, JUST FOLLOW YOUR HEART!

okay well, i'm going to tell some things happened in my life! and what i've realized today, thanks for my friends *nadine,sharon,cindy,andrew,josua* for inspiring!

 i am an extrovert person, that's why i can't keep any problems by myself and i need to share those things to other for chilling me! and that's why i can't keep things lyk when i was fighting w my ex, hmm okay i know i'm wrong but, hell-yaa that's me! maybe you guys are the same lyk me,  some ppl thinks that it's wrong to tell too much privacy to others, but hey i know those i can share my stories w and those who can't! tho being extrovert have some negative affects, ex:

1.             feeling guilty, esp when that person doesn't support you or even cheer up, well, you mean to share for making you free but by telling that ppl you got more problems because you feel lyk they hurt you with your words, emm, in this case both of you are wrong. why? cause first that person never thinks how it is to be you, or that person's feeling is 180degrees different than you! well, lyk when you tell a story about your ex then you cry that person will ask you to move on and they'll directly say 'he's not worth fighting for' HECK-YAAAAA i hate it when some1 do this to me i really want to yel 'HEY YOU DON'T KNOW ME! AND HIM 'but remember you're also wrong, cause you weren't selective, if you're her/his friend you should know that he/she is that type of person.think twice!

2.             making more enemies, hmmm don't be hypocrite, even close-friend *re:not bestrfiends* may actually hate each other. and by making wrong lyk my story above can make you hate her/him even more! and boooom more enemies! in this case it's better for you to listen but then you may say ' okay thanks for the advise, i'll think about that' and then they'll just shut up, but if you say lyk 'no i don't want, i just want him' huuuuh they'll be actin rude! so it's better for us to yield rather than having more problems ;)

i think those 2 negatve affects will appear to every extrovert person*maybe*. my DP teacher said don't listen to others and the lesson i got from my case is you may share stories to other but don't let others to take part in every single decission you make! this is your life, don't let anyone control it, and fyi, the voice from our heart wouldn't be wrong! cause it's better for us to use feelings not knowledge! and try to be more selective when you can't trust or doesn't feel well w people around you for telling stories, remember! God's the one who is always there when you need someone to share!

reasons why ppl can't stop loving someone

okay i've got some reasons to tell why ppl couldn't stop loving their dearest one ;) some of you may be agree but some won't, okay listen opinions won't be wrong ;)


1. this person is your first love *first love and first bf/gf are different*
2. that person made you smile every time
3. that person is the first who's there when you need someone to share
4. that person is the one who takes your hand and hug you when you feel cold
5. that person is the one that you text with all the day
6. that person has been with you for a long time
7. that person is understands you the most
8. that person is the one you can laugh with but you can cry with too
9. that person is the one that acts not as him/her self for comfort you
10. that person has been your mood booster all the time
11. you think that person is worth fighting for
12. that person's willing to hurt just to make you happy *your happiness is their priority*
13. you've too much sweet memories, too much things done together
14. everything's done by that person always seems to be right *even it hurts you*
15. both of you have promised TO LOVE EACH OTHER TILL THE END OF TIME 
16. your heart always tells you 'don't worry he'll come back'


and so on, and if my heart can shout it'll shout " HEY BOY, SEE YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THE ONE, SO COME BACK SOON "